Psychobabble

    "I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye."



I love Christmas.  I just absolutley love it. It's the best holiday. Everything bad just seems to disappear. It's the one day a year that I feel like I can do anything (as corny as it all sounds). Everything bad just floats away and all I have to look at is a brightly lit Christmas Tree. 


I couldn't think of anything to get my parents. And I didn't really have the time either. It sounds terrible but it's been a rough year. They knew it too. It's not like I can drive anywhere either... They told me it was just fine but tonight I just racked my brain, trying to think of something I could do. I gave up for a while as I rested my thoughts on "The Christmas Story" (I watched it twice so far tonight). And then I had a thought during a commercial break. I had just finished the book Dreamland and well... I don't want to give away the ending because that book is terrific but it had something to do with photographs. And well... I take pictures so I printed out a picture of my mom for my dad and a picture of my mom for my dad. They are both in black and white on glossy photo paper and then I stuffed them into two white envelops. I set them down on the coffee table downstairs and gave my Mom strict instructions not to touch them till we all opened presents in the morning. I just wanted to give them something poignant and that I was excited for them to open. Hopefully I succeeded on that. 

allergies suck. evertime i go outside i feel like i'm going to sneeze. i've been tested twice for allergies and nothing has popped up. sucks man. im so tired and im just going to complain and i don't give a crap. i'm so poetic.

School has started. Just ended week two and so far it's been pretty good. I'm quite surprised haha. Well, I was feeling like a selfish human being so I cleaned all my closet and got rid of all the clothes I don't wear, which was ALOT and I'm giving them to Goodwill. I just figured if I don't use them, someone else might.

Okay, for the last...three days or so I've been on a John Travolta movie streak. First it was Saturday Night Fever and then it was Grease, and then it was Look Who's Talking Too and Look Who's Talking Now! Although my fasination with Travolta seens to be lingering, I have to admit he was cute back in the day. And for that...and for that I shall post a picture.

Tomorrow I have to get up early to babysit. School starts on Tuesday and I have no idea where I'm suppose to be going when I get there. My advisement class got changed (tg) and it's the photography class dude from last year. Better than before that's for sure. Last year was a nightmare every wednesday that we headed to advisement. Hmm...what else... watching Big Brother right now. Ha that's it!

For some reason I've just been overly annoyed by everything lately. Everything and Everyone. I hate to say this but maybe it's a good thing school is starting, I need to get out of this fucking house

But I look at you, warm in your dream
While your mobile dances above
And I think to myself
It's a beautiful night
And I know everything
Is gonna be alright
Yes now I know
It'll be alright
                  - Joshua Radin

ooh i love him

Decades Live On VH1 Classic... w/ Elvis Costello. Good show...Mom was complaining that Fiona Apple was basically a 'satanic witch'. She did resmemble a duranged homeless woman but hey, that's her perogative. Death Cab was great, they sang a song...Catholic Girls? I think that might be the name of it. That was good, then wonderful Billie Joe came on and that made the show. His performance of Alison was probably my favorite. His voice was so smooth.
That was my second time watching it haha big surprise.

People are driving me insane. INSANE. either that or it's PMS

okay, hasn't been the best summer and school starts a week from tuesday. yes...august first and it's cruel and inhumane to us students that we have to start so soon. the only good part about this summer was having off and going to new york city.

So i'm back on lj and im cool